I had a slightly embarrassing experience at the weekend, because a friend I was with took me along to a gay bar and resteraunt that I had never really noticed before down behind the St Enoch Centre.
Now, outside, he had just scared the living S*it out of me (gave me the fright of my life in fact) - pshycologically I mean, so I went in still looking nervous and with this turning round over and over in my head.
Oh dear, they must have thought I was a homophobe or something, and that just fueled me more, which I know was irrational of me
New place for me, not eveyone knows me..... - oh what was I thinking!
I have no problem at all with it (I have even been with guys' in my time - sorry, to much info), so I should have known better and relaxed, but you know how sometimes, something, no matter how small, just throws you completely and you cannot get back to where you were?? Well, that happened.
That was the stupid bit for me.
I was also tired from a long day and I looked a slight mess because of it.
But, other than that.
I had no idea where he was taking me either, but it occurred to me in not so many milliseconds!
I have never had to say this before, but I have never been more relieved to get out of a gay bar quicker!
The timing was just all wrong.
Given time and letting him explain himself properly I would have calmed down a bit.
Embarrassing in a stupidly irrational way anyway.
I can always rely on this forum to make myself feel about 10 times worse than I did before